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(left to right: Carl Bernaldez, Jovit Tamondong, Julius Cerezo, Jemar de Guzman, Allan Agsaoay, Jervis Liwanag)

Naisipan ko lang ito kasi wala akong magawa dito sa 3rd floor internet laboratory. And since sila ang napili kong BIDA dito sa blog ko, hayaan niyong ipakilala ko sila ng isa-isa. Ito na. Umpisahan natin kay:

CARL a.k.a. "HELMET"
-> Siya po ang "clown" sa klase. Kung anu-ano kasing ginagawa.Maingay, magulo, patawa ng patawa at pag wala pang instructor, sasayaw yan o kaya magsusulat sa board ng kalokohan. Minsan iniintindi na lang namin kasi sa tingin namin malaki ang problema nito.hehe.joke lang. Pero ang hindi namin alam ay "bookworm" pala siya.Yes.Nagpupunta siya sa library pag vacant namin compare sa iba, naglalaro na ng DOTA.uhm.Carl, mas matino ka pa ata jan sa picture.hehe

JOVIT a.k.a. "KAMOTE"
-> Ito namang si Jovit..uhm..ano ba? Magaling kumanta, loko-loko, tapos ma-jokes din.haha.Nabansagan siyang "KAMOTE" dahil kay isip-ipis(catherine dumlao baylon). Kung alam niyo po ung iFM radio station. dun.Mabait din siya. pag nakasabay mo to at pag may nakita ka, pwede kang magpalibre. Syempre siya maglilibre din pag may pera. Ganun lang yun.Di ba?hehe.Si jovit met parang be bench ang pose niya.haha

JULIUS a.k.a. "G-Lot"
-> Ay..ito ang malufette.haha.Sakanya ko narinig ang mga katagang: "Give me your best shot!".Game na game pag inuman.Tapos, palagi sakanila ang venue pag walang matulugan pag CBA day.Ganun. Natawa din ako nung minsan na mag-check kami ng exam eh may mali siya.Sabi:"Ma'am, considers na!"..Haha.Loko talaga.Nga pala Lot, belated Happy father's Day.hehe.Kaya mo yan.Kaw pa.At pakamusta pala kay Johnny Boy.hehe,joke lang pare. Kung dati ang civil status niya single, ngayon married na. hehe. Si lot pag nagkwe kwentuhan kami niyan, kalokohan met. Minsan lang yung mag usapan na seryoso talaga. Ang maganda kay lot pag tatawa na yan. ay. Sobra. kaya pati kami natatawa na din. Tapos pag exam, sasabihin na lang niya:"Jodz patabi ah."Lot, nahiya ka pang mag-pose jan.haha.Okay lang yan atleast obvious yung "six-pack" mo.haha.Naalala ko din yung line na: "walang inggit" na ginaya ni catherine dumlao baylon [ang].haha

JEMAR a.k.a. "AVATAR"
-> Dahil po sa movie na Avatar kaya ganyan. Dati siyang Accountancy pero nag-shift ng Business Ad. Kaya ayun, naging classmate namin. Nung una ko siyang nakita sa Basic Finance, hindi ko ito masyadong napapansin. Pero di nagtagal, naging close na din.haha. Siya din pala yung nag-alaga sakin nung time na hindi ko nakayanan ang amats ko sa lecheng The Bar Strawberry. Hanla. Pasensya pare ah. Pero atleast, hindi na mauulit yun. Natuto na'ko..salamat.uhm..Okay ka lang ba dyan sa picture?haha.O di naman may pinagdadaanan ka sa mga panahon na yan. Ayos lang yan agua.hahaha.

ALLAN a.k.a. "Ka-eping"
-> Parehas din sila ni avatar na dating accountancy at ngayon kasa-kasama namin sa inuman. Mabait din itong si Allan. Matalino pa lalo na sa Financial Management. Nung minsan maka-kwentuhan ko siya, madami din akong nalaman about sa experiences niya sa buhay. At masasabi ko na bilib din ako sakanya. Nga pala, isa din siya sa mga nag-asikaso sakin nung may amats ako. Siya yung naglaba ng bag ko, pati yung nasukahan ko na damit. Pero naawa lang daw siya sakin nun. Pero ganunpaman, nagpapasalamat pa din ako. Patabi pag exam ah.hehe.Eh..ano namang pinaggaga gawa mo dyan sa pool?hehe

JERVIS a.k.a. "MAYABANG"
-> Haha.Para po sa inyong kaalaman, ako po ang nagbigay ng palayaw na mayabang sakanya. Pano kasi nung minsan na takot ung mag boys sa recitation sa ObliCon ang narinig ko na sinabi niya:"Dun na ako sa likod ta wala silang alam.".Sabi ko naman mayabang ka. At simula nun, mayabang na tawag sakanya. Pinanindigan naman kasi niya.haha. Umiinom din ang gagong to pero ilang shot lang, namumula na. weak kasi. hahaha. Naalala ko nun. Nagpasama ako sakanya sa main para magbayad ng tuition tas nung pabalik na kami ng fame may nakita kaming nagtitinda ng taho. Nagpalibre siya kapalit daw nung pagsama niya sakin. Tas yung minsan naman, nagkaroon kami ng deal na pag nakita niya yung crush niyang accountancy, ililibre niya ako. Then nakita niya ata. Sabi ko nga, libre niya ako ng bananaQ at siya ililibre ko ng palamig. haha. Pero kahit mayabang ito, meron din naman talaga. In demand nga siya during exams. haha.Ito naman si jervis feel na feel i-model yung slide.hahahaha.

Kahit ganyan ang mga yan, the best pa din silang kasama. I'd rather to be with them kesa sa mga maaarteng babae. Sila din yung nagbansag sakin na "D.L." as in dating lalaki. Ay. matatawa ka talaga. Pero ngayon iba na. Alam mo yun. Dati close naman ako sa mga gagong 'to. Pero ngayon may agwat na eh. Hindi na ganun. Hindi ko alam kung bakit. Pero kahit ganun, masaya pa din. Lam niyo nga, mas nagiging ako talaga pag kasama ko na sila. Lam mo yun, walang halong kaplastikan.Uhm.. maxado na akong oa. Tama na. ☺

drama to the max

"Forgetting the feelings you have for someone is one of the things that could never be easy...
after a long time of loving, here I am now.
Trying to forget ..but still loving in SILENCE."

-hindi na masyado.

"Sometimes, I wanna cry out my long-kept-tears but I'm scared that no one will bother to show some care...And that's why I've decided to keep it all here...And I don't care even if it will be hard to bear..because sometimes...
even friends don't mind if you are in pain..as long as they see you smile, they'll assume you're okay."

-may mga ganun talaga.

"Staying with someone you really like even if you know you can't be together for a lot of reason is like standing under the rain.
it feels good but you know its gonna make you sick."

-kamusta naman yun?

"Masakit pag ang taong mahal mo, walang oras sa'yo..masakit pag nakita mo sa iba may oras siya..di ba niya naisip na nawalan ka din ng panahon sa iba nang dahil sakanya."

-yah right.

"Love is just a word...
until you meet someone who will give you its sweetest meaning."

-sobrang cheezy met!

"I can always take care of myself..
but I still want to meet the person who can take care of me..
much more than I do."

-oo nga naman.

a broken-hearted said:

"I was the one who loved you most, but between us you lost more..
for someday I can love someone the way I loved you, but you will never be loved again the way that I did"

the heart breaker said:

"I may not find someone that will love me as much as you do, but I can assure you..
I will love her the way you wish me to love you."

-ang sakit! naka-relate ako.

The best line of a truly inlove man:

"Sometimes, I just have to let her win..because losing the argument is easier than losing her."

-ayy..uhm.bihira lang yan e.


"GIRL: if you really love me, you are willing to change..

BOY: if you really love, accept me for who I am."

ANG TANONG: Sinong mas tama?

-para sa akin, parehas lang. nangyayari talaga yan sa totoong buhay.
pero may isa dapat na mag-SACRIFICE.
siguro ang gusto nung girl, magbago yung boy for the BETTER and not for WORST.

BASAGAN NA 'TO!

THE REASON BEHIND ----

By the time I gave the paper to Dokwayne in our subject Marketing Research, he asked me why I didn't joined the pageant. I just laugh about it. But I felt something wrong when he said this line:

"You will not graduate if you will not join next year".

I just think of it as a joke. But deep inside I'm already worried. What if he's serious?





YOU DON'T KNOW. THEY DON'T KNOW.

• I just want a simple life.

• I never asked for it nor dream of it.

• I just want to be ordinary while I keep my feet on the ground.

• I don't want to be criticized in everything I do.

• I am not willing.

• I am not that 'girly girl'.

• I will not get any important benefit to it; instead it's just a waste of time.

• I don't want to be popular.

• I just want to stay the same for who really I am.

• Most of all, it will need a lot of financial and I DON'T HAVE IT.

This doesn't mean I am braggy or too much self-centered.
I just don't like it.

How bad is too bad?

The line between BAD GIRL and BITCH is a fine one. Here's some bad behavior to watch out for so you don't CROSS over to the DARK SIDE:

• A good bad girl isn't afraid to ROCK THE BOAT; a bad bad girl tips yours over TO GET AHEAD.

• A good bad girl fights for her RIGHT; a bad bad girl picks fights for the DRAMA.

• A good bad girl takes advantage of OPPORTUNITIES; a bad bad girl takes advantage of OTHERS.

• A good bad girl knows how to say NO; a bad bad girl says YES even when she doesn't MEAN it.

• A good bad girl SPEAKS OPENLY; a bad bad girl uses her words to HURT OTHERS.

• A good bad girl celebrates her WELL-EARNED SUCCESS; a bad bad girl finds happiness in other people's FAILURES.

• A good bad girl controls her OWN FATE; a bad bad girl needs to CONTROL EVERYONE around her.

• A good bad girl demands to be treated with RESPECT; a bad bad girl demands her way even when it's DISRESPECTFUL to others.

"SOMETIMES, YOU HAVE TO BREAK the RULES."

* I got tired of being a good girl who gets nowhere.

(laugh.laugh)

KASALANAN BA NIYA?

NAKAKA-AWA HINDI BA?


Hi Mommy. I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a
few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let
me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown
eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm
going to be you’re only child and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going
to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each
other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to
tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You
have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life,
and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me!
...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you
noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and
money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still
happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you.
I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay...
but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't
like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after,
and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It
wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it,
Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so
proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so
so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the
whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I
feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be
perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my
heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on
your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny
and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but
that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I
promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I
don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit
you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me,
Mommy?


You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched
me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I
think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep
funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I
feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere
today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I
want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're
as excited as I am. I can't wait.

...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know
what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going
to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you
love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels
bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me
what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid
of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love
you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I
do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really,
really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love
you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch
the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be
here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did
something wrong. I love you!


I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

"Hindi na maitatama ng isang pagkakamali ang isa pang pagkakamali."

Babae, alam mo kung sino at ano ka. Ito na siguro ang pinaka-mabigat na kasalanang magagawa mo sa Diyos. Hindi mo maloloko ang iyong sarili. Nasa tamang panahon ang lahat.
Sapat na siguro ito para sa lahat ng KABATAAN para sa isang PAALALA.

PARE KO

second chance: do You dEsErvE iT?

REASONS:

1. i always think of You

2. felt so guilty for wHat i have done/said

3. i miss your phone cAlls, text, corny jokes,etc.

4. You make me laugh

5. i wanNa see You everyday

6. You alwayS comfort me whenevEr i am down
(and i really thank you for that)

7. i've came to a rEalization that i'm starting to fall

NOTE: this is not a JOKE. Once you read this, call me, text me, whatever.

"You had me at my best;she loved me at my worst, but you chose to break my heart."

- a line from the movie ONE MORE CHANCE

SENSE OF STYLE

"kahit gaano kamahal ang suot mo, kung hindi ka rin lang marunong magdala, USELESS din."

Fast facts about your body!

• The length from your wrist to your elbow is the same as the length of your foot.

• Your heart beats 101,000 times a day. During your lifetime it will beat about 3 billion times and pump about 400 million litres (800 million pints) of blood.

• It is impossible to lick your elbow. Well, for almost everyone… but a few can.

• Your mouth produces 1 litre (1.8 pints) of saliva a day.

• On average, people can hold their breath for about one minute. The world record is 21 minutes 29 seconds, by DavidMerlini.

• The human head contains 22 bones. More on the head and brains

• On average, you breathe 23,000 times a day.

• Breathing generates about 0.6g of CO2 every minute.

• On average, you speak almost 5,000 words a day – although almost 80% of speaking is self-talk (talking to yourself).

• Einstein’s brain was of average size (1375 grams – 49oz).

• Over the last 150 years the average height of people in industrialized nations increased by 10 cm (4 in).

• In the 19th century, American men were the tallest in the world, averaging 1,71m (5’6″). Today, the average height for American men is 1,75m (5’7″), compared to 1,77m (5’8″) for Swedes, and 1,78m (5’8.5″) for the Dutch.

• The tallest nation in the world is the Watusis of Burundi.

• If the amount of water in your body is reduced by just 1%, you’ll feel thirsty.

• It is impossible to sneeze and keep one’s eyes open at the same time.

• 55% of people yawn within 5 minutes of seeing someone else yawn.

• Hippocrates, the Father of Medicine, suggested that a woman could enlarge her bust line by singing loudly and often.

• A person can live without food for about a month, but only about a week without water.

• You’ll drink about 75,000 litres (20,000 gallons) of water in your lifetime.

• After a certain period of growth, hair becomes dormant. That means that it is attached to the hair follicle until replaced by new hair.

• Hair on the head grows for between two and six years before being replaced. In the case of baldness, the dormant hair was not replaced with new hair.

• Men loose about 40 hairs a day. Women loose about 70 hairs a day.

• In the Middle Ages the length from the tip of the middle finger to the elbow was called an ell.

• A person remains conscious for eight seconds after being decapitated.

• The first successful human sex change took place in 1950 when Danish doctor Christian Hamburger operated on New Yorker George Jorgensen, who became Christine Jorgensen.

• The muscle that lets your eye blink is the fastest muscle in your body. It allows you to blink 5 times a second.

• On average, you blink 15 000 times a day. Women blink twice as much as men.

• A typical athlete’s heart churns out 25 to 30 litres (up to 8 gallons) of blood per minute.

• We have four basic tastes. The salt and sweet taste buds are at the tip of the tongue, bitter at the base, and sour along the sides.

• Unless food is mixed with saliva you cannot taste it.

• The liver is the largest of the body’s internal organs. The skin is the body’s largest organ.

• Not all our taste buds are on our tongue; about 10% are on the palette and the cheeks.

• On average a hiccup lasts 5 minutes.

• Fingernails grow nearly 4 times faster than toenails.

• Your middle fingernail grows the fastest.

• It takes about 3 months for the transplanted hair to start growing again.

• About 13% of people are left-handed. Up from 11% in the past.

• In 1900, a person could expect to live to be 47. Today, the average life expectancy for men and women in developed countries is longer than 70 years.

• A newborn baby’s head accounts for one-quarter of its weight.

• King Henry I, who ruled in the England in the 12th century, standardised the yard as the distance from the thumb of his outstretched arm to his nose.

• The bones in your body are not white – they range in colour from beige to light brown. The bones you see in museums are white because they have been boiled and cleaned.

• Our eyes are always the same size from birth.

• Every person has a unique tongue print.

• If all your DNA is stretched out, it would reach to the moon 6,000 times.

• Approximately two-thirds of a person’s body weight is water. Blood is 92% water. The brain is 75% water and muscles are 75% water.

• The colored part of the eye is called the iris. Behind the iris is the soft, rubbery lens which focuses the light on to a layer, called the retina, in the back of the eye. The retina contains about 125 million rods and 7 million cones. The rods pick up shades of grey and help us see in dim light. The cones work best in bright light to pick up colors.

• We actually do not see with our eyes – we see with our brains. The eyes basically are the cameras of the brain.

"The more you know, the more you don't know."

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"Mas marami kang alam na hindi mo pa nalalaman"

minor de edad: NOT ANYMORE!

Hindi ko namalayan AUGUST na pala. Noon, itong month lagi ang hinihintay ko. Lalo na yung ika-pitong araw. Nai-excite talaga ako. 5more days at legal na ako. Ang saya. Masasabi ko talaga na hindi na ako bata. Ngayong malapit na akong mag-18, madami akong wishes. Una, sa pamilya ko. Lagi kong dinadasal na sana palagi silang maayos kahit nasa school ako. Lalo na sa Daddy ko. I'm so worried to him kasi hindi ko naman siya laging nakakasama. Tapos tumatanda na sila. Alam niyo bang kahit 'tatay' ko yun, nahihiya ako. Kasi hindi ko maipadama na mahal ko siya. Kahit Father's Day, hindi ko siya ma-greet. Pero deep inside, gustong-gusto ko siyang batiin. I pray to God na sana bigyan siya ng strength sa buhay. Pati sa mga kapatid ko, kahit minsan lagi kaming nag-aaway, still worried din ako sakanila. Pangalawa,sa pag-aaral ko. Gosh. Alam niyo bang pinangarap kong maging DL. Hindi Dropped Lister, hindi Dating Lalaki, kundi Dean's Lister. Pero mga pare, malabo ang pangarap kong yun. Kasi naman, hindi na ako masyadong nag-aaral ngayon. Gala dito, gala doon. Haay.. Buhay estudyante naman oh. Talagang ganyan. Meron pa yung hindi ako pumapasok sa first subject ko kasi late. Pano kasi, napupuyat kakalaro ng Plants vs Zombies. At dala pa ng stress sa araw-araw na biyahe. Bahay, school. School, bahay. Ganun lang. Eto pa ang matindi. Nang minsan na magpunta ako sa birthday, syempre inuman yun. Eh hindi pa ako kumain nun. Hala. Suka dito, suka doon. Buti na lang at may concern pa sakin. Pero sa bandang huli, ako rin lang ang naiwan na babae. Oopps!! hindi ganun sa iniisip mo. Akalain mo yun, nagawa pa nila akong ipaglaba ng bag at damit na nasukahan tas ipagtimpla ng kape. Basta ang mahalaga, safe pa din ako. So much for that. Sana magkaroon ako ng motivation sa pag-aaral. Hmm.. Wala kasi akong inspiration. Kundi mga kaibigan ko na lang.


Last but not the least, totoong kasiyahan. What do I mean by this? Ayokong maging malungkot. Ayokong nagkukunwari lang na masaya ako. Iba kasi pag totoong masaya ka. Eh, ano ba talaga nakakapagpasaya sakin? Simple lang. Mga kalokohan ni Catherine Dumlao, Ka-ek ekan ni Richard Joseph Li. (coughing)..Sikat sila.haha. Pasalamat kayo sakin dali. hehe. Hindi naman ako naghahangad ng material na bagay tulad ng Louis Vuitton, D&G, CK. may ganun??haha.. I'm just hoping na lagi akong maayos talaga at masaya. Walang problema. Walang inaalala. AT higit sa lahat, walang STRESS.

So there. :D

MEET CRAZY DAVE

Kung mayroon lang sanang tunog ang larawang yan, medyo matatakot ka din. Uhm. Medyo lang naman. Hehe. Hindi na siguro bago sa inyo ang larong ito. Sabihin na nating 'uso' pa din mapabata o matanda. Ano ba talaga ang sikreto ng Plants vs Zombies bakit ang daming nahihilig o naaadik dito? Para sa akin, ung concept ng laro ay kakaiba. Sa sound effects pa lang, parang totoo na. Marami ka talagang pagpipilian. Mayroong ADVENTURE, MINI GAMES, PUZZLE at ZEN GARDEN.

Salamat na lang sa pinsan ko at na-install niya sa aming computer. At yun nga. Lagi na akong naglalaro pagdating ko ng bahay. Madami nga akong hindi nagagawa pag hawak ko na ang mouse. Andyan pa yung kahit exam, hindi na ako nakakareview. Ganun talaga ako ka-adik. Ang pinaka-maganda dun pag natalo mo na si DR. ZOMBOSS. Mahigpit talaga na laban yun. At meron din yung hindi mo na alam ang pipiliin mong halaman dahil sa sobrang dami ng CHOICES.

So bakit nga ito ang napili kong topic ngayon sa blog ko? Simple lang naman. Dahil sa ang larong ito ay naihahalintulad sa BUHAY natin. Marami mang zombies na dumating, hindi natin sila hahayaang makapasok sa ating bahay. At kailangan lang ng tamang DISKARTE para matalo natin sila.

May 'sense' ba ang mga pinagsasabi ko? Well, nasa iyo na yun kung paano ka sumabay sa agos ng buhay. Tawanan mo man ang nasa blog ko, sigurado sa huli mapapanood mo din ang music video na pinamagatang:

"ZOMBIE ON YOUR LAWN"

"nahihiya na"

Nang dahil lang sa isang pagkakamali na hindi inaasahan, maraming nagbago. Kahit sa sarili ko, hindi ko inasahan ito. Maraming sikretong nabulgar. Opo. Hiyang-hiya ako sa mga kaibigan ko, lalo na sa sarili ko. Lalo na yung isang sikreto ay related pa sa taong nakapaligid sa'yo. Hindi ko din alam bakit hindi ko na siya magawang pansinin sa loob ng klase.Lagi na lang akong inaasar ng mga loko-loko. Lagi ko kasing naiisip yung time na yun. Sa totoo lang, wala naman akong gusto dun. Nagkataon lang na magkahawig sila. Dati, nagagawa ko pa siyang asarin, kulitin. Tapos ngayon, biglang nag-iwasan. Sino ba ang nauna? Ako yata? Hindi naman. Kasi nagawa ko pang magbayad ng utang sa kanya nung lunes ng umaga. Ang nakakaasar pa, lagi akong pinaparinggan tungkol dun. Wala naman akong magawa kundi tumahimik kesa naman mag-react at mahalatang 'guilty'. Kahit noon pa man, napapansin ko na may ganun pala. Hindi ko lang sinasabi sa iba kasi baka may masabi sila. Kung ikaw din ang nasa posisyon ko, mahahalata mo din. At yun nga. Nang dahil lang sa isang okasyon, naisiwalat ang hindi dapat maisiwalat. Hindi ko na din kasi alam pinagsasabi ko nun. Pero doon lang din ako nagkaroon ng lakas ng loob para sabihin ang mga bagay na yun. At ganun nga. Walang imikan. Walang pansinan. Kung dati nagagawa ko pa siyang kurutin, ngayon hanggang 'TINGIN' na lang. Hmm.. Siya naman kasi talaga nagpa-umpisa ng lahat ng mga salitang nababasa mo ngayon dito. Simpleng tao lang naman siya pero 'mAyAbAng' din. Teka, ano na nga ba itong mga pinagsasabi ko? Tama na. Masyado na akong "OA". Ako lang ata nag-iisip nito. At siya ano, 'dedma'? Wala lang naman sa kanya ito kahit mabasa pa ng mayabang na yun. Tapos, sasabihin na naman niya, "madrama ka!". Nakakaasar kaya yung ganun. Kung alam ko lang, nasa loob ang kulo ng taong yun. Pasimple kasi. Hep hep. Mayroon pala akong naimbento. Bahala ka ng umintindi dito.

"Paano ka makakarating sa kasalukuyan kung ang nakaraan pilit kang binabalikan?"