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(left to right: Carl Bernaldez, Jovit Tamondong, Julius Cerezo, Jemar de Guzman, Allan Agsaoay, Jervis Liwanag)

Naisipan ko lang ito kasi wala akong magawa dito sa 3rd floor internet laboratory. And since sila ang napili kong BIDA dito sa blog ko, hayaan niyong ipakilala ko sila ng isa-isa. Ito na. Umpisahan natin kay:

CARL a.k.a. "HELMET"
-> Siya po ang "clown" sa klase. Kung anu-ano kasing ginagawa.Maingay, magulo, patawa ng patawa at pag wala pang instructor, sasayaw yan o kaya magsusulat sa board ng kalokohan. Minsan iniintindi na lang namin kasi sa tingin namin malaki ang problema nito.hehe.joke lang. Pero ang hindi namin alam ay "bookworm" pala siya.Yes.Nagpupunta siya sa library pag vacant namin compare sa iba, naglalaro na ng DOTA.uhm.Carl, mas matino ka pa ata jan sa picture.hehe

JOVIT a.k.a. "KAMOTE"
-> Ito namang si Jovit..uhm..ano ba? Magaling kumanta, loko-loko, tapos ma-jokes din.haha.Nabansagan siyang "KAMOTE" dahil kay isip-ipis(catherine dumlao baylon). Kung alam niyo po ung iFM radio station. dun.Mabait din siya. pag nakasabay mo to at pag may nakita ka, pwede kang magpalibre. Syempre siya maglilibre din pag may pera. Ganun lang yun.Di ba?hehe.Si jovit met parang be bench ang pose niya.haha

JULIUS a.k.a. "G-Lot"
-> Ay..ito ang malufette.haha.Sakanya ko narinig ang mga katagang: "Give me your best shot!".Game na game pag inuman.Tapos, palagi sakanila ang venue pag walang matulugan pag CBA day.Ganun. Natawa din ako nung minsan na mag-check kami ng exam eh may mali siya.Sabi:"Ma'am, considers na!"..Haha.Loko talaga.Nga pala Lot, belated Happy father's Day.hehe.Kaya mo yan.Kaw pa.At pakamusta pala kay Johnny Boy.hehe,joke lang pare. Kung dati ang civil status niya single, ngayon married na. hehe. Si lot pag nagkwe kwentuhan kami niyan, kalokohan met. Minsan lang yung mag usapan na seryoso talaga. Ang maganda kay lot pag tatawa na yan. ay. Sobra. kaya pati kami natatawa na din. Tapos pag exam, sasabihin na lang niya:"Jodz patabi ah."Lot, nahiya ka pang mag-pose jan.haha.Okay lang yan atleast obvious yung "six-pack" mo.haha.Naalala ko din yung line na: "walang inggit" na ginaya ni catherine dumlao baylon [ang].haha

JEMAR a.k.a. "AVATAR"
-> Dahil po sa movie na Avatar kaya ganyan. Dati siyang Accountancy pero nag-shift ng Business Ad. Kaya ayun, naging classmate namin. Nung una ko siyang nakita sa Basic Finance, hindi ko ito masyadong napapansin. Pero di nagtagal, naging close na din.haha. Siya din pala yung nag-alaga sakin nung time na hindi ko nakayanan ang amats ko sa lecheng The Bar Strawberry. Hanla. Pasensya pare ah. Pero atleast, hindi na mauulit yun. Natuto na'ko..salamat.uhm..Okay ka lang ba dyan sa picture?haha.O di naman may pinagdadaanan ka sa mga panahon na yan. Ayos lang yan agua.hahaha.

ALLAN a.k.a. "Ka-eping"
-> Parehas din sila ni avatar na dating accountancy at ngayon kasa-kasama namin sa inuman. Mabait din itong si Allan. Matalino pa lalo na sa Financial Management. Nung minsan maka-kwentuhan ko siya, madami din akong nalaman about sa experiences niya sa buhay. At masasabi ko na bilib din ako sakanya. Nga pala, isa din siya sa mga nag-asikaso sakin nung may amats ako. Siya yung naglaba ng bag ko, pati yung nasukahan ko na damit. Pero naawa lang daw siya sakin nun. Pero ganunpaman, nagpapasalamat pa din ako. Patabi pag exam ah.hehe.Eh..ano namang pinaggaga gawa mo dyan sa pool?hehe

JERVIS a.k.a. "MAYABANG"
-> Haha.Para po sa inyong kaalaman, ako po ang nagbigay ng palayaw na mayabang sakanya. Pano kasi nung minsan na takot ung mag boys sa recitation sa ObliCon ang narinig ko na sinabi niya:"Dun na ako sa likod ta wala silang alam.".Sabi ko naman mayabang ka. At simula nun, mayabang na tawag sakanya. Pinanindigan naman kasi niya.haha. Umiinom din ang gagong to pero ilang shot lang, namumula na. weak kasi. hahaha. Naalala ko nun. Nagpasama ako sakanya sa main para magbayad ng tuition tas nung pabalik na kami ng fame may nakita kaming nagtitinda ng taho. Nagpalibre siya kapalit daw nung pagsama niya sakin. Tas yung minsan naman, nagkaroon kami ng deal na pag nakita niya yung crush niyang accountancy, ililibre niya ako. Then nakita niya ata. Sabi ko nga, libre niya ako ng bananaQ at siya ililibre ko ng palamig. haha. Pero kahit mayabang ito, meron din naman talaga. In demand nga siya during exams. haha.Ito naman si jervis feel na feel i-model yung slide.hahahaha.

Kahit ganyan ang mga yan, the best pa din silang kasama. I'd rather to be with them kesa sa mga maaarteng babae. Sila din yung nagbansag sakin na "D.L." as in dating lalaki. Ay. matatawa ka talaga. Pero ngayon iba na. Alam mo yun. Dati close naman ako sa mga gagong 'to. Pero ngayon may agwat na eh. Hindi na ganun. Hindi ko alam kung bakit. Pero kahit ganun, masaya pa din. Lam niyo nga, mas nagiging ako talaga pag kasama ko na sila. Lam mo yun, walang halong kaplastikan.Uhm.. maxado na akong oa. Tama na. ☺

drama to the max

"Forgetting the feelings you have for someone is one of the things that could never be easy...
after a long time of loving, here I am now.
Trying to forget ..but still loving in SILENCE."

-hindi na masyado.

"Sometimes, I wanna cry out my long-kept-tears but I'm scared that no one will bother to show some care...And that's why I've decided to keep it all here...And I don't care even if it will be hard to bear..because sometimes...
even friends don't mind if you are in pain..as long as they see you smile, they'll assume you're okay."

-may mga ganun talaga.

"Staying with someone you really like even if you know you can't be together for a lot of reason is like standing under the rain.
it feels good but you know its gonna make you sick."

-kamusta naman yun?

"Masakit pag ang taong mahal mo, walang oras sa'yo..masakit pag nakita mo sa iba may oras siya..di ba niya naisip na nawalan ka din ng panahon sa iba nang dahil sakanya."

-yah right.

"Love is just a word...
until you meet someone who will give you its sweetest meaning."

-sobrang cheezy met!

"I can always take care of myself..
but I still want to meet the person who can take care of me..
much more than I do."

-oo nga naman.

a broken-hearted said:

"I was the one who loved you most, but between us you lost more..
for someday I can love someone the way I loved you, but you will never be loved again the way that I did"

the heart breaker said:

"I may not find someone that will love me as much as you do, but I can assure you..
I will love her the way you wish me to love you."

-ang sakit! naka-relate ako.

The best line of a truly inlove man:

"Sometimes, I just have to let her win..because losing the argument is easier than losing her."

-ayy..uhm.bihira lang yan e.


"GIRL: if you really love me, you are willing to change..

BOY: if you really love, accept me for who I am."

ANG TANONG: Sinong mas tama?

-para sa akin, parehas lang. nangyayari talaga yan sa totoong buhay.
pero may isa dapat na mag-SACRIFICE.
siguro ang gusto nung girl, magbago yung boy for the BETTER and not for WORST.

BASAGAN NA 'TO!

THE REASON BEHIND ----

By the time I gave the paper to Dokwayne in our subject Marketing Research, he asked me why I didn't joined the pageant. I just laugh about it. But I felt something wrong when he said this line:

"You will not graduate if you will not join next year".

I just think of it as a joke. But deep inside I'm already worried. What if he's serious?





YOU DON'T KNOW. THEY DON'T KNOW.

• I just want a simple life.

• I never asked for it nor dream of it.

• I just want to be ordinary while I keep my feet on the ground.

• I don't want to be criticized in everything I do.

• I am not willing.

• I am not that 'girly girl'.

• I will not get any important benefit to it; instead it's just a waste of time.

• I don't want to be popular.

• I just want to stay the same for who really I am.

• Most of all, it will need a lot of financial and I DON'T HAVE IT.

This doesn't mean I am braggy or too much self-centered.
I just don't like it.

How bad is too bad?

The line between BAD GIRL and BITCH is a fine one. Here's some bad behavior to watch out for so you don't CROSS over to the DARK SIDE:

• A good bad girl isn't afraid to ROCK THE BOAT; a bad bad girl tips yours over TO GET AHEAD.

• A good bad girl fights for her RIGHT; a bad bad girl picks fights for the DRAMA.

• A good bad girl takes advantage of OPPORTUNITIES; a bad bad girl takes advantage of OTHERS.

• A good bad girl knows how to say NO; a bad bad girl says YES even when she doesn't MEAN it.

• A good bad girl SPEAKS OPENLY; a bad bad girl uses her words to HURT OTHERS.

• A good bad girl celebrates her WELL-EARNED SUCCESS; a bad bad girl finds happiness in other people's FAILURES.

• A good bad girl controls her OWN FATE; a bad bad girl needs to CONTROL EVERYONE around her.

• A good bad girl demands to be treated with RESPECT; a bad bad girl demands her way even when it's DISRESPECTFUL to others.

"SOMETIMES, YOU HAVE TO BREAK the RULES."

* I got tired of being a good girl who gets nowhere.

(laugh.laugh)

KASALANAN BA NIYA?

NAKAKA-AWA HINDI BA?


Hi Mommy. I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a
few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let
me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown
eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm
going to be you’re only child and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going
to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each
other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to
tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You
have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life,
and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me!
...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you
noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and
money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still
happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you.
I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay...
but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't
like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after,
and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It
wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it,
Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so
proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so
so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the
whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I
feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be
perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my
heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on
your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny
and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but
that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I
promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I
don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit
you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me,
Mommy?


You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched
me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I
think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep
funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I
feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere
today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I
want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're
as excited as I am. I can't wait.

...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know
what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going
to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you
love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels
bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me
what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid
of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love
you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I
do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really,
really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love
you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch
the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be
here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did
something wrong. I love you!


I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

"Hindi na maitatama ng isang pagkakamali ang isa pang pagkakamali."

Babae, alam mo kung sino at ano ka. Ito na siguro ang pinaka-mabigat na kasalanang magagawa mo sa Diyos. Hindi mo maloloko ang iyong sarili. Nasa tamang panahon ang lahat.
Sapat na siguro ito para sa lahat ng KABATAAN para sa isang PAALALA.